sometimes, i need someone always by my side, to slap me back to reality when i keep thinking back
to shower love, care, concern and patience
to tolerate my every single nonsense
for me to treat him/her as edible
to allow me to face the harsh truth that it's futile holding on
to constantly remind me that it's not worth it
to tell me right in my face that it's impossible
& yes, i thank you
so, momentarily, i can lead my own happy yippee life
so, i'll forget during that period of time
so, hopefully, i will not remember
i will not remember.
but i do.
worse, it haunts me till now.
♥ 8:47 PM